I’ve been feeling shitty.
To the shitty of Wtf is going on shitty.
I feel like my sister as if everything I touch, destroys.
I’ve been putting on a brave face tho.
But not a great one.
The kind when a thug wants to cry, but he’s trying so hard to stay muggin.
Jesus what happened to my vocabulary.
Anyways. I’ve been feeling like I need a new friend. A guy at the moment bc I’m sick of girls.
A guy friend who can talk hours about superheroes.
Someone who enjoys philosophy.
Someone who enjoys doing nothing sometimes.
But the universe does not want ne to find him.
Damn you universe.
On top of that, I’ve been feeling REALLY REALLY ugly. I feel like I look 37 who is about to get wrinkles.
I hate my smile and those disastrous dimples.
I HATE MY FIVEHEAD.
I hate my body, but that can be fixed.
MY FACE CAN’T!
I’m not insecure, I just been having these feelings.
Jeez, I’m such a girl.
I will have another post about my goals for the summer. Because everyone needs goals.
I’ll meet this guy when the universe allows.
Random: I want my ears pierced in the 3 weirdest places.
And maybe one on my nose.